let it fall off your back.

if i didn't do anything wrong.
then what did i do to deserve this?

i'm going to take a step at a time.
its time i listened to my own advice.
and not to rush myself.
cause the more i do.
the less prepared i will be.
so just take it a step at a time.
and everything will fall into place.
God will be by my side.
journeying with me.
i'm sure.
and i have my divine intervention too.
so i know i'm going to be alright.
and i have my fiancee's word that i have her there too.
if i need to get started on anything.
i'm not going to fail you my dear.
at least i'm trying not to.


i have a few shoutouts to a few people.

son;
thank you for last night.
i know its not really the first time i've seen you cry.
but its nice to have you there?
yeah.
you reminded me of a friend that used to be there.
who would simply watch me cry.
i love you son!
enjoy your day at sentosa alright?

fiancee;
thank you for hearing what i have to say about this.
even though i know its not my problem and i'm just voicing out my opinions.
i hope it won't be the last time i get to talk to you like this.


nessa had a dream last night.
and as usual.
you treated me like trash.
i don't know why this one had an amplified meaning to it.

i should stick to what i say.

i think nessa should get somemore sleep.
and her allowance soon.

you know.
initially,
nessa worked so that she could have money to satisfy the material wants.
but now.
it seems that nessa is working to help mummy support myself and the house.
and i should stop spending so much.
maybe this is a lesson learnt.
yeah.


nessa has a chopstick in her hair.
but still has hair all over her face.
and plenty of oestrogen running through her veins.
i'm not horny.
just my period.


blogger is being a bitch.
i cannot upload a darling picture.
oh boohoo.
maybe next time then.